Escape.

This is me during happier times.  Thought I'd add in a happy picture to fight the forces of my sad feelings.

I don't think no one really understands or would understand.  Aside only telling my dearing boyfriend...I kind of only talk to Tubby, my huge tubby bear, about it and pretend that he responds to me and tell me its ok.  And gee, the only place I can really escape from reality is in my cycling class.  Today's cycling class was great, but my mind was else where so I would say today's class was a fail.  I got 9 more classes so it's ok!  $15 a class, I better get my mind into riding and not that... YEP - I hope I feel better tomorrow!