I still want to crawl into a hole.
Living paycheck to paycheck sucks. I have been putting some money aside each pay check into savings for my China trip though so at least that is good.
I wonder what it feels like. Just getting paid a day ago and not seeing your account being drained out because gotta pay for x, y, z + a, b, c. To say, 'NO! You can't buy that caramel macchiato' because that's like 4 bucks! To eat fancy ass Cosi salads instead of a pitiful turkey and cheese sandwich you packed 10 mins before rushing out the door.
I can complain because its my blog. I am thankful for everything in my life though, really. I should focus on that instead of these negatives.
DIE, die, negative thoughts.
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